I wanna be singer and was obsessed with that dream forever. But whenever I sing I hear myself and my voice seems weak like I don't have any "control" I feel so out of breath when I sing. But whenever I record myself I Listen back and my voice sounds amazing like I'm listening to someone else on the radio. Very big mature controlled voice. I have done tones of covers for YouTube..and have original songs..hoping to built a small career out of this..but is this how I really sound? Or fake? Btw others have confirmed I was good in person..also hoping to get lots singing lessons